MC.BIG.K

Well good morning, or rather early afternoon. I'm sitting at the computer in my living room of windows looking around pretty amazed by mother nature. We have a tonne of snow today. Three days ago, there was green grass outside these windows and now there is over a foot of fresh snow. Winter is wonderful.

The above comment is a bit of a departure from my last one of meloncholy and depression. Things are okay. I would say no better nor any worse than before. I'm still insecure and feeling jaded. I am still anxious and nervous about this surgery that I will be attempting. But all should be good once it happens, perhaps I can begin to have a normal life. Normal, what is that these days?

THe other night I accidently got really drunk. I was having wine and just lost it. Probably due to alot of the stress that I have been feeling lately. Apparently I was crying and laughing, smoking hookah while passed out and just totally out of it. I feel a bit bad because I apparently was going on and on about missing everyone and I'm not even gone yet. I was a bit out of control, not dancing on the table naked but my mouth was running, so for anyone reading this, I apologize. I need to keep more to myself. I think because I know that I am leaving really soon that I appreciate the fact that my close friends here will be so far from me later on. I miss them already I know because moving to yet another place where I know no one will be hard but no problem. I love meeting new people. Anyways, if you're reading this and I was retarded to you on MOnday...SORRY!

Anyways, I'm reading more and more into the vancouver hip hop scene. I'm inspired and interested. Look out for MC.BIG.K. *laughing*